I get small bursts of motivation here and there, but I think it's for the best to let my motivation build up, (or I guess get over this burnout I supposedly have) so in the future I'm able to make complete art, instead of losing motivation a second after.

Also school is a massive problem, it's boring af, and has no purposed, even when I did work, like cut grass or chores like dishes they felt fun.

School just sucks the motivation out of me, so I won't be making anything or uploading anything at least until summer break.

Here's hoping I pass, because I'm kind of failing it, I have been getting my grades up by forcefully making myself painfully doing this slog.

I can't wait until I'm done with this fucking shit, I'm sick of school, it makes doing real work look fun.

See ya then!

I think I now know why I'm never motivated.

My skill level isn't enough, and I anticipate myself to make big projects, with little or no motivation.

This is probably why I'm always un-motivated.

It's been quite awhile since I made SFW art, I just have no motivation for SFW, every time I pick up my stylus, I want to draw tits, cock and or ass.

I could just upload NSFW here, but I never finish them, I end up wanking for 70% of my time drawing NSFW.

Not to mention I don't want my profile to be littered with porno.

My mental health has been affecting my attitude, and I started taking the BBS a little too seriously.

I had Fro ban me for a month.

I will be lurking a little bit, but of course I won't be able to say or react.

See y'all November 14th.

Hopefully I can stop taking the BBS seriously then.

After every decision I make, I feel like it's mistake.

So recently I signed up for homeschool, and tomorrow is my last day of public school, but despite looking forward to homeschool, I'm suddenly feeling regret...

Same goes for everything else, I regret something shortly after doing this or that...

Why..?

Tiltro is just me but from an alternate universe where I have motivation and not lazy and depressed.

But seriously, the similarities are so close, they're scary.

Just thought I'd get this off my chest.