Porn is killing my motivation

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Porn is killing my motivation

Posted by Drazah - August 18th, 2022

Piece of fucking shit, fuck porn, fuck pornography, I need to try harder to resist this trash.

Times I went a day or two, I felt a little motivation to draw.

There was a time, where I was four days clean, and was super eager to draw.

I slipped up twice yesterday, and got NOTHING done.

Day before I slipped almost twice.

I have times where I can go two days at a time, then days where I slip twice.

Is rubbing one out to a digital image of breasts, ass, and genitals really worth it, when the sacrifice is loosing motivation? A core part of doing shit??

Maybe, just maybe, I can live with my interests in peace, without the intrusion of lust from digital images.

I need to try harder.

I need to resist more.

FUCK PORN

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SuicideMouseWasHere 2022-08-18 17:54:06

Agree brotha

Thetageist 2022-08-18 18:40:30

You’re not alone. I know we all hear about porn addiction a lot, but even if it hasn’t reached addiction levels, you’re still not alone. Considering NG is a big place for enjoyers of that kind of media, I bet there’s a lot of people on the BBS who would come to you with advice if you reached out for help.

(Honestly, you’re not alone in just procrastinating either! I spend way more time doing unproductive things than I’d like. Probably gaming and social media in my case.)

HU-C2680 2022-08-18 18:57:21

piss easy, just download a program that deletes system32 if a pixel of porn shows up

HU-C2680 2022-08-18 18:57:21

piss easy, just download a program that deletes system32 if a pixel of porn shows up

Drazah 2022-08-18 18:57:21

Deleted sys32 on my PS3, now it's not working.

AceHilmNG 2022-08-24 12:49:56

If you don't feel like you have the willpower to resist it on your own, you could try installing a filter or something

Drazah 2022-08-24 12:49:56

I think I tried looking for something like that, most of it was blocking sites via: wifi router and proxy servers?

It was, very confusing.

S3C 2022-09-06 02:21:36

Put your computer out in the open. Turn your history on. And have it mailed to someone.

ChiralAnomaly 2022-09-13 02:47:30

Happy Birthday, Paulie!

Drazah 2022-09-13 02:47:30

Thanks, didn't know people even remembered!

Porn is killing my motivation

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