Piece of fucking shit, fuck porn, fuck pornography, I need to try harder to resist this trash.
Times I went a day or two, I felt a little motivation to draw.
There was a time, where I was four days clean, and was super eager to draw.
I slipped up twice yesterday, and got NOTHING done.
Day before I slipped almost twice.
I have times where I can go two days at a time, then days where I slip twice.
Is rubbing one out to a digital image of breasts, ass, and genitals really worth it, when the sacrifice is loosing motivation? A core part of doing shit??
Maybe, just maybe, I can live with my interests in peace, without the intrusion of lust from digital images.
I need to try harder.
I need to resist more.