EDIT: After looking at thing, I just now realized this is called "Low Self esteem" with a side of "depression" that is all.

These past months.

I have felt really hopeless, I can't be bothered to draw or anything I loved before.

I feel really demotivated to do anything, and I feel like no one cares, or does shit to piss me off specifically.

It's been months since I finished an art piece, I haven't worked on my game in over a month.

I feel hopeless, alone, and targeted, all I love to do anymore is sleep everyday.

No one pays attention to me, and the only reactions I feel like I get are people trying to better me and put me down.

Newgrounds makes me feel so alone, all these collabs and shit, I would participate, but I wouldn't want to disappoint people by either not taking my part, or taking too long.

It really makes me wonder what I'll do when I grow up.

I don't know what I'm doing with my life.

I always feel like shit every day, I feel forgotten, but that's not true, but I can't shake the feeling away.

No matter how much I understand somethings a joke, or if I'm overreacting, I can never shake the feeling off even if I knew it wasn't meant that way.

Everyday I swear I feel depressed, sad and angry more than I feel happy.

Talking to people is futile, so one would care what I have to say or what my problem is.

No one cares

No one cares

And even if I'm wrong, which I am, I can't for the fucking life of me get rid of this feeling.

No matter how much I know I'm wrong, the feeling that no one cares out weights that I know I'm wrong.

Idk why I even bother posting vents, when it's just gonna make be a bigger target.